But just as I was doing my last scroll down my Facebook newsfeed, this link caught my eye.
The title was "I'm a Christian, and my house just burned down".
Now, for those of you who don't know, a lot of NSW, where I'm currently living, has been ravished by horrendous bushfires. This article was the reflections of a Christian whose house had been destroyed by the flames. I hope you'll go read it yourself, it is well worth the read, and I'm sure it will challenge you greatly.
I certainly was.
As I read, the lyrics to Matt Redman's Blessed Be Your Name kept swimming through my mind.
Here's the song:
The  lyrics  are  in  that  clip,  but  I  want  to  draw  your  attention  to  some  of  them:
"blessed  be  your  name,
in  the  land  that  is  plentiful,
where  your  streams  of  abundance  flow,
blessed  be  your  name.
"Blessed  be  your  name,
when  I'm  found  in  the  desert  place,
when  I  walk  through  the  wilderness,
blessed  be  your  name.
"Every  blessing  you  pour  out,
I'll  turn  back  to  praise.
When  the  darkness  closes  in,  Lord,
still  I  will  say:
"Blessed  be  the  name  of  the  Lord,
blessed  be  your  name,
blessed  be  the  name  of  the  Lord,
blessed  be  your  glorious  name!"
And  I  felt  the  challenge,  the  question,  that  God  was  putting  to  me  in  that  instance.
"Can you truly say: 'the Lord gives, the Lord takes, but I believe in the good, the bad, and the ugly that God does not change. He is still good, still powerful and still worthy of praise.'?"
Sitting in my house, reflecting on everything I have gone through, every thing I am facing and tracing God's goodness to me in everything, I find it easy to say that yes, God is good.
Yes, He is worthy of praise.
Come on, He's God!
He is the Maker of Heaven and Earth.
And even in the bad, His glory and goodness does not change.
But then I can't help but wonder: the last time I lost everything, I blamed God. Would I do the same if I lost everything now?
Do I honestly, truly, primally, fundamentally believe that God is good?
Is it a truth that I have allowed to fully sink into my soul and grip me with the conviction of it?
Or is it still something that my head knows, but my heart doesn't?
Is my faith still on the shifting sand of my circumstances or on the rock of the Truth of who God is?
I pray that when the trials hit, I will still be able to sing, with gusto, Blessed Be Your Name, because He is the God and He is worthy of Praise.
The Lord gives, the Lord takes, but in all things, He is Good.
 
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